Just an update on our lives, today Taylor was offered and accepted an internet marketing position at Ringmasters (no, not the circus like I first guessed, but a company that makes CTR rings and LDS jewelry). He was laid off about two weeks ago, and had multiple interviews, some of which were companies he didn't even apply for! So, that is awesome! He will be getting paid a lot more that his last job and he will be doing things that are more suited to his creativity and strengths. We are very blessed!!
I have to admit that I was pretty worried when he was "let go" from his previous job. We have a lot of bills, things we are trying to pay off, and fertility treatments we are trying to pay for... but as He always does, the Lord has taken care of us. I know it was because of 1. Taylor's hard work and hours and hours of searching and applying for jobs and 2. because of the blessings from tithing and prayer.
So, on to the roller coaster of my life... my PCOS (poly-cystic ovarian syndrome) induced fertility problems. I have started going to a fantastic doctor at the Utah Center for Reproductive Medicine at the University of Utah. My doctor studies PCOS and is very knowledgeable about my condition. We have found the right medicine to get me to ovulate (with side-effects I can handle), and that is huge. We started in January with the intense treatments and it has been harder emotionally than I could ever imagine. I thought the medicine would work right off the bat and that we would be well on our way to buying little booties, but that has not been the case. I know that the Lord doesn't give us any trials we can't handle, so despite the crazy roller coaster my hormones are taking me on, I am desperately trying to have faith and be hopeful. Taylor is such a rock in this difficult time for me. He is so strong and so positive and I find myself constantly leaning on him for strength. He always knows how and when to comfort me so that I have the courage to keep moving forward. He is amazing and I am so thankful for him.
I am also thankful for wonderful friends and family members who have gone through similar situations who give me so much support and strength. Their sympathy and understanding of the heart breaking journey is deeply appreciated. I hate that they have had to go through this as well, but I am grateful for each one of them. Seeing their beautiful children gives me hope that I will be a mother someday too.
On a random note, here are some hilarious hairdos that I have come across in my travels =)










